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CRAEFUL WHAT YOU BEG FOR

The rain hit Moscow like shattered glass against the windows.

Kamilla Lebedeva sat curled beneath dim fairy lights, laptop glowing against her soft skin while thunder rolled outside her tiny apartment. Her oversized sweater slipped off one shoulder, exposing the thin strap of her camisole.

The world thought she was harmless.

Sweet.

Quiet.

The curvy fashion student with dreamy eyes and sketchbooks hugged to her chest.

Nobody knew what lived inside her head at 2 a.m.

Nobody knew about the anonymous page.

The confessions.

The fantasies she typed with trembling fingers while pretending she didn’t crave every word.

Her newest post stared back at her from the screen.

> I want someone who notices every version of me.

The sweet one.

The ugly one.

The desperate one.

She swallowed slowly before pressing upload.

Thirty seconds later—

A notification appeared.

Unknown user: VANTABLACK

> Careful what you beg for.

Kamilla frowned.

Most men online responded with fake dominance and predictable filth.

But this reply felt different.

Cold.

Controlled.

Like someone watching from very close.

Her fingers hovered over the keyboard.

> KAMILLA:

And what exactly should I be careful of?

The typing bubble appeared instantly.

Stopped.

Started again.

Then:

> VANTABLACK:

Men who can recognize hunger even when it hides behind soft mouths and pretty smiles.

Her stomach tightened.

Something about the message felt invasive.

Too accurate.

Like he could see her sitting there in the dark.

She should’ve closed the app.

Instead, she replied.

For the next three hours, they talked.

Not flirtation.

Not romance.

Something worse.

He asked questions nobody else ever noticed.

Why she wrote about emotional surrender.

Why every female character she created secretly wanted obsession disguised as devotion.

Why she craved intensity but feared vulnerability.

And somehow…

he understood every answer before she finished typing it.

Kamilla found herself smiling at her screen for the first time in weeks.

Outside her apartment, footsteps echoed faintly in the hallway.

She didn’t notice.

Across the hall—

Jade Volkov stood silently in the darkness of his penthouse doorway, phone glowing in one rough hand.

Black hoodie.

Broad shoulders filling the frame.

Expression unreadable.

His eyes lifted slowly toward her apartment door while another message sent from his account.

> VANTABLACK:

You pretend to want gentle love.

But your writing always begs for possession.

Inside her apartment, Kamilla’s breath caught.

Her fingers trembled above the keyboard.

Because he was right.

And somehow…

that terrified her more than it should have.

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JADE VOLKOV

Jade didn’t believe in love.

Love made men irrational.

Weak.

Easy to destroy.

Control was safer.

Predictable.

People left eventually. Emotions rotted eventually. Desire faded eventually.

But possession?

Possession lasted.

And Jade had spent months silently watching the girl across the hall destroy every rule he lived by.

Kamilla Lebedeva.

Soft-looking thing with wild dark curls and pink lips that always parted slightly when she concentrated.

She danced barefoot while making coffee.

Cried when she thought nobody could hear.

Held loneliness inside her body like it belonged there.

And worst of all—

she wrote exactly like she wanted to be ruined.

Jade became addicted long before she ever answered his messages.

Tonight, as thunder shook the building, he leaned against the wall outside his penthouse and listened to the faint music playing through hers.

His jaw tightened.

Another notification lit his screen.

> KAMILLA:

Maybe I want something dangerous.

Jade stared at the message for a long moment before typing back.

Slowly.

Deliberately.

> VANTABLACK:

Dangerous men don’t ask for permission, pretty girl.

Kamilla stopped replying for six full minutes.

Jade watched the light beneath her apartment door.

Waiting.

Then finally—

her answer appeared.

> KAMILLA:

Maybe I’m tired of safe things.

For the first time in weeks—

Jade smiled.

Small.

Dark.

Terrifying.

Because the girl across the hall had no idea what she’d just invited into her life.

The next night, Kamilla told herself she wouldn’t answer him again.

Yet at 1:13 a.m., she was curled on her couch in silk shorts, staring at the glowing notification on her phone like it had a pulse.

> VANTABLACK:

You disappeared.

Her throat tightened.

She typed.

Deleted it.

Typed again.

> KAMILLA:

Maybe I realized you ask questions nobody should know how to answer.

The reply came instantly.

> VANTABLACK:

And yet you still want to answer them.

Heat spread slowly through her chest.

Outside, the city was drowned in rain again. Her apartment smelled like vanilla candles and fabric paint from the fashion sketches scattered across the floor.

She should have been working.

Instead, she was waiting for a stranger to ruin her concentration.

Her phone buzzed again.

> VANTABLACK:

Tell me something honest tonight.

Kamilla bit her lip.

Her fingers moved before she could stop herself.

> KAMILLA:

I don’t think I want gentle love.

The typing bubble appeared immediately this time.

As if he’d been waiting for her to admit it.

> VANTABLACK:

No.

You want intensity disguised as affection.

Her breathing slowed.

> VANTABLACK:

You want a man big enough to make you feel small beside him.

A man who can handle every ugly emotion you hide behind those soft smiles.

Kamilla’s thighs pressed together instinctively.

Because God.

Nobody had ever understood her this quickly.

> KAMILLA:

Maybe I want someone rough around the edges.

Someone who doesn’t break when things get dark.

A pause.

Then:

> VANTABLACK:

And maybe you crave more than softness.

Her pulse jumped.

The room suddenly felt too warm.

> KAMILLA:

Maybe I crave both.

Comfort and danger.

Pleasure and pain.

Maybe I’m tired of pretending I only want sweet things.

Jade stared at the message from the darkness of his penthouse.

Jaw tight.

Hand flexing around his phone.

Across the hall, she had no idea what those words did to him.

No idea how hard it had become to stay away from her door.

He typed slowly.

Carefully.

Because once he crossed certain lines, there would be no going back.

> VANTABLACK:

You don’t scare easily, do you?

Kamilla swallowed.

Her heartbeat felt violent now.

> KAMILLA:

I think I do.

I just like the fear anyway.

Jade leaned back against the wall, eyes half-lidded.

Dangerous girl.

Not innocent.

Never innocent.

Just soft enough to make people underestimate the darkness inside her.

Another message appeared.

> KAMILLA:

Tell me something honest too.

For the first time in years, Jade hesitated.

Then finally:

> VANTABLACK:

I think you’d let the right man consume your entire life if he touched your soul before your body.

Kamilla stared at the words for a long time.

Because they hit too deep.

Too accurately.

Like he had crawled inside her mind and mapped every lonely corner.

Her fingers trembled slightly.

> KAMILLA:

And what if I wanted that?

Jade’s eyes darkened.

Outside his penthouse window, lightning flashed across the skyline.

> VANTABLACK:

Then I’d tell you to stop writing fantasies about dangerous men.

Because one day, one of them might answer back.

AUTHOR'S NOTE :

Some stories are written for entertainment.

This one was written like a confession.

This is for the girls who crave dark romance with emotional obsession, dangerous devotion, anonymous tension, possessive love, and the kind of connection that feels consuming instead of safe. Also, filthy explicit smut will be also there in lot of amount with psychological tension and craving chemistry.

Jade Volkov is not a green flag.

He is cold, controlled, morally grey, and terrifyingly observant.

And Kamilla?

She looks soft enough to break.

But her mind is far darker than anyone realizes.

Their story is filled with:

🖤 obsessive tension

🖤 secret online identities

🖤 luxury dark romance

🖤 emotional dependency

🖤 “touch her and die” energy

🖤 rough man × soft girl dynamics

🖤 psychologically intimate conversations

The first few chapters will be completely FREE for everyone to read.

After that, the remaining chapters will be available at a very small price to support my writing and help me continue creating stories like this consistently.

If you love intense fictional men, emotionally addictive romance, and stories that make your stomach twist in the best way possible…

Follow now before Jade Volkov ruins your standards too.

— ELESIA🖤

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Hi love ♡ I’m just a 22-year-old girl trying to turn the thoughts and stories inside my head into something beautiful. Writing became my safe place — a way to express the emotions, fantasies, and feelings I could never say out loud. Every read, comment, follow, and bit of support truly means more to me than you know. I’m building this little world one story at a time, and having you here makes it feel real. Some chapters will be free, and some will be paid at a small price to support my journey as a writer. If my stories ever make you feel something deeply, then thank you for giving my words a place in your heart. I hope you’ll stay, support me, and grow with me on this journey ♡

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